Done! (with this semester)

I'm finally done with my hectic semester, just in time for hectic Christmas time. I came out with 97.6, 99, and 106.5 for my three classes...I know, I'm a nerd. The semester was pretty stressful though - I'm so burned out on writing papers that writing this blog right now is difficult too :-
Strangely, I seem to get depressed when I don't have things to do; I spend months hecticly hoping for free time that never really materializes, but then when I get it, I feel guilty for not spending my time productively. I think it is because any time I steal time for myself during the semester I am very aware that I am doing something I shouldn't - so now all the time feels stolen.

Blah...I'm not feeling all that depressed really, just trying to decompress.

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There is a Springsteen song that has the line, "Man turns his back on his family he ain't no friend of mine" - every time I hear the line it makes me feel terribly guilty. I've turned my back on my family - I want as little to do with most of my family as possible. I've always felt that way about them really. I hear my friend John say things like, "It'll be good to see my Mom's family" and I just don't get it; Maybe I'm just a soulless little bastard.
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